Trying my very best to keep my sanity by believing what i’m doing has a purpose, and is meaningful. Trying to keep busy, to not think. 

Sometimes I wonder if its all just bullshit. But I just have to be wrong. Because if i’m not, then what’s all this been for?

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"The one who tries to keep everyone happy, is always the most lonely one" - Unknown

This hits home pretty hard for me.

Its hard for me to cry. What usually happens instead is a sense of numbness, and the inability to speak. Sometimes when I lay in bed, I try to make myself cry. But what usually happens instead is me realizing things, and i just forget about the crying thing because i go deep into my thoughts. But even then, when I have emotions ready to explode, nothing. I just lay there in bed, listening to the same song over and over, until i fall asleep. Then I try it again the next night. 

"I’ve lived. I’ve loved. I’ve trusted. I’ve lied. I’ve hurt. I’ve lost. But I’ve learned so much, and I realize now, it was all worth it."

I believe, everything in life happens for a reason. Be it good or bad, every experience offers a lesson. 

A quote my grandpa used to carry around in his wallet - Imgur

aquanna-alight:

“one day, I’ll be a big police dog!”

aquanna-alight:

“one day, I’ll be a big police dog!”

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